Since I remember to know you, really, as person you always been the stronger woman that I never met.
You are an objective person and sensible of emotions.
You are reactive under pressure and emergency situations are you olimpic gold.
How might be explained that a person can be able to be such inclined and prepared to the negative part of the life?
I can't say it but if someone will ever ask me, I will tell them the story of my mom.
Because I know that you have a story which is all your, that I don't know all (maybe once you will tell me a little part more).
I just know that in a part of your life I'm arrived, surprise.
Time is passed and life is happened and you always been on the rudder of the boat at the mercy of existence.
I well remember my twenty-first birthday.
You gifted me the knowledge that, for you, I am the "THE FULL LIFE".
You wrote me it down in a letter, as I love, all accompanied by a rose.
You who answear "thank you" to who say that loves you.
You so straight.
You, emotionally independent woman, gave me a huge place in your heart.
And both of us know that just because I went out from your body , is not obvious.
Not everyone would done it.
You taught me discernment without which I would not be sure of the people I choose.
The common sense without which I would have the lack of the objective and clean mind that I really like.
The serenity that we live in the same way: very good to teach it but less good to apply it, but with time it sets better.
The value of the time without I would be disappear in such a unconscious limbo.
You taught me to take care of the time, because is the most precious and usefull thing that we have in the life.
You taught me to expect from myself knowing my limits and expect from the others without arrogance.
"We are nobody to tell to other people that they must change for us, nobody should never do it.
You are the owner of your choises, so listen to you.".
You told me this.
You taught me to defend me from the worst part of me,
to be aware of those,
to know those better for be no more afraid by them and in the end to be able to control them.
You always been next to me in the choises that I needed to take, in the time when I was ready to do it.
All that I am today and all that I will be is because of you.
You are the matrix that created me, the wire that accompain me and the light that lights up the road in front of me.
I love you more that how I'm able to explain and I'm grateful to you for every minute I live.
You are all of this and even more;
anything will be able to bring me away from you, neather the choises, neather the life.
You are all that I have.
You are all that I am.
Bye mom.
Yours,
a lot,
A.
A.frost.
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